@kaydeegee You're young and you have someone you love and who loves you. That counts for a lot. He's lucky to have you as you will bat for him, and you understand him well, and I think he does you too.
What is there to worry about? You are right in resisting. You aren't scarring yourself for life. Continue to stay healthy. If anything, this situation has made you realize you need to believe more in yourself than the conventional experts.
That you're in RPF shows you are in good company. Use this time wisely and don't use it to escape reality. Reality hurts now, but it purges you also of unnecessary fears, and it strengthens you. Seek to be independent, and start with being truly of health. Stay away from the drugs they prescribe, the vaccines, and yearn to say you don't need health insurance. They are all crutches, and you will. never be truly free with them. Use this time to learn how.
What is there to worry about? You are right in resisting. You aren't scarring yourself for life. Continue to stay healthy. If anything, this situation has made you realize you need to believe more in yourself than the conventional experts.
That you're in RPF shows you are in good company. Use this time wisely and don't use it to escape reality. Reality hurts now, but it purges you also of unnecessary fears, and it strengthens you. Seek to be independent, and start with being truly of health. Stay away from the drugs they prescribe, the vaccines, and yearn to say you don't need health insurance. They are all crutches, and you will. never be truly free with them. Use this time to learn how.