troubledtimes
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- Aug 2, 2020
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The depression and anxiety won't let off. I feel like I'm losing my mind here I have not slept in over 24 hours I think this is because of the Vyvanse which is for ADD. Im glad I have a doctor willing to try his best. I did terrible in school and he wanted to try Vyvanse to see if it would help me. Which honestly I didn't feel any relief of my issues. But my anxiety and depression is even worse from no sleep. So I'm going to stop taking Vyvanse clearly. I feel constant panic. I know I'm in rough shape because my derealization is really bad now feels like I'm in a dream. Whenever my anxiety is this bad the derealization always happens. Even when I get sleep it will be an improvement in my mood bit the next day will still be full of panic I can't get a break. Looking back on when I was a kid I had an anxiety disorder since I was 10. Worried about burglars breaking in, than acne as a teen than social anxiety. I was born with the anxiety gene or an over active fear area of the brain it's the story of my life. And over the years it just gets worse I can't shut of the flight or fight. It's horrible stuck in a freeze state of mind. I take 1mg of Klonopin which really does help much. Ive just started on lamical which can really help anxiety even tho it's an anti seizure. I'm running out of ideas here I'm exercising, eating better. I ate healthy as a teen still had unbearable anxiety. Maybe some people just need to be drugged up?? I really don't want to up the dose of my benzo I can't believe some people are on over 10mg a day of Xanax or Klonopin. That can't be the answer for me but at the same time I'm not getting anywhere.