Hi people,
How are you doing?
The title sounds worse than it is, but I wanted to write in here anyway about how I'm doing.
My CPTSD is improving massively right now since I've been really intentional about self-love. It's hard to believe how long I've overlooked the fact that the main cause of most of my suffering is shame. Toxic shame.
Since I've been doing this, I can feel my parasympathetic nervous system activating more and more. That's good, of course, but suddenly the little physical ailments that were otherwise masked by stress are also showing up.
But that could also be because I recently had corona.
At the moment I'm sleeping a lot and my head feels heavy all the time. I have extreme lower back pain (PSOAS / Fight or Flight?) and it feels like my dopamine is at the lower minimum.
But before anyone judges this wrongly, it's important to know that I've been CONSTANTLY under stress the last few weeks. Internally I've been in a state of struggle/shame with myself and externally I've been trying to do everything right.
What I'm saying is, there's a big part of me that can understand my body right now.
Still, I want to help my dear body a little bit.
I bought "The Hasten Healing" as a book and a whole chapter is dedicated to glycine. Unfortunately, I couldn't tolerate either glycine or collagen. After just 5g of collagen I felt super weird. Brain fog, headaches and tiredness.
I found that a bit strange, as most people seem to tolerate it well.
At the moment I'm just taking it with me:
1x multivitamin
500mg Thiamin HCL
160mg Magnesium Malate
Vitamin D3
That's because I don't tolerate most supplements well.
What else can I do for my body apart from rest?
How are you doing?
The title sounds worse than it is, but I wanted to write in here anyway about how I'm doing.
My CPTSD is improving massively right now since I've been really intentional about self-love. It's hard to believe how long I've overlooked the fact that the main cause of most of my suffering is shame. Toxic shame.
Since I've been doing this, I can feel my parasympathetic nervous system activating more and more. That's good, of course, but suddenly the little physical ailments that were otherwise masked by stress are also showing up.
But that could also be because I recently had corona.
At the moment I'm sleeping a lot and my head feels heavy all the time. I have extreme lower back pain (PSOAS / Fight or Flight?) and it feels like my dopamine is at the lower minimum.
But before anyone judges this wrongly, it's important to know that I've been CONSTANTLY under stress the last few weeks. Internally I've been in a state of struggle/shame with myself and externally I've been trying to do everything right.
What I'm saying is, there's a big part of me that can understand my body right now.
Still, I want to help my dear body a little bit.
I bought "The Hasten Healing" as a book and a whole chapter is dedicated to glycine. Unfortunately, I couldn't tolerate either glycine or collagen. After just 5g of collagen I felt super weird. Brain fog, headaches and tiredness.
I found that a bit strange, as most people seem to tolerate it well.
At the moment I'm just taking it with me:
1x multivitamin
500mg Thiamin HCL
160mg Magnesium Malate
Vitamin D3
That's because I don't tolerate most supplements well.
What else can I do for my body apart from rest?