Peating can give you PTSD.

[Blossom]

Maybe I am not strong enough

I am surrounded by psychopaths who watch tv 12 hours a day. want to take 5 vaccines and want to kill every Russian.

This isn't depression

It's a realisation that people around me are blind, but I am not, and I have to figure out why I am not blind.

You are strong enough and you’re right that it’s not depression. We are meant to learn and grow but that doesn’t mean it’s always easy. If you’re trying to push yourself too hard metabolically it never hurts to dial back though and re-evaluate.