hypervigilance and over-analyzing seem to me behavioral categories in one sense.
This is classic PTSD
"For twenty years I observed people denying their childhood traumas, idealizing their parents and resisting the truth about their childhood"
Ashoka , your posts smack of over intellectualization, if you dont mind me saying. I read many posts on this forum that do this. The constant belief in a scientific/biological answer to health issues. Sometimes it can, sometimes not.
Intellectualization is a transition to reason, where the person avoids uncomfortable emotions by focusing on facts and logic. The situation is treated as an interesting problem that engages the person on a rational basis, whilst the emotional aspects are completely ignored as being irrelevant.
My parents very much loved me as a young kid
Im not wishing to denigrate your parents. But was it unconditional, many parents struggle with this. Parenthood is the hardest job in the world.
I'm sure I've done this. I just don't know how deep this problem goes for myself or people in general. Repression is internally and externally originated and therefore it seems dazzlingly hard to talk or think about.
You cant analyse yourself. You need an experienced empathic therapist/counsellor. They may take you to places you dont want to visit.