Frankdee20
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All the other bad things your ex wife has to say? You're not painting your view of yourself solely with her paintbrush, right? Regardless, only you can be the one to accept the fact that you're perfectly imperfect just like the rest of us. Here you want to immerse yourself in "imperfect" people yet you're intolerant of your own so called imperfections. Why can you tolerate our imperfections but not your own?
I honestly have much to learn, I am tired of anger directed inwards. It is going to be a daunting task, to change decades of negativity. I am afraid, my heart is bleeding to love myself for once. I am pushed and pulled, and I have never sought God’s assistance and wisdom as I have intensely recently. He is the only one with power that profound, to change what is needed. This is bigger than me, and a thread.