Ashoka
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- Aug 20, 2015
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I've been struggling with Lyme disease for nearly a year now. While being very difficult all around (that's a staggering understatement) I managed with the physical and mental symptoms and found some strategies that helped enough for a while.
However in the last week while taking an herbal medicine (cat's claw) my symptoms became exponentially worse. Suddenly it was intolerable and pain and depression went from a 2-4 on a scale to an 8. I started having negative existential thoughts, being alone was intolerable, and any sense that I could just wait out the symptoms and observe them dispassionately was utterly intolerable as well.
The only reason I say "was" is because sometimes at night I get lucky to the degree that the infection seem to go to sleep. So sometimes by around 11-1am I feel better enough that I don't have a total meltdown and end up in a psychiatric facility.
I can't explain how truly crazy this has been. I've had health issues for three years, many of which improved over time, but the infections are the most vicious thing I've ever encountered.
Of course my new plan is to get on antibiotics as quickly as possible, although finding a knowledgeable doctor for Lyme disease in my area is going to be difficult.
In the meantime, I could use any help about what to do about depression and anxiety generally and related to chronic infections. I really need an immediately impactful solution.
I already take cyproheptadine, which I believe helps me eat and calms pain to an extent. But I really need to be doing much more.
Thanks
However in the last week while taking an herbal medicine (cat's claw) my symptoms became exponentially worse. Suddenly it was intolerable and pain and depression went from a 2-4 on a scale to an 8. I started having negative existential thoughts, being alone was intolerable, and any sense that I could just wait out the symptoms and observe them dispassionately was utterly intolerable as well.
The only reason I say "was" is because sometimes at night I get lucky to the degree that the infection seem to go to sleep. So sometimes by around 11-1am I feel better enough that I don't have a total meltdown and end up in a psychiatric facility.
I can't explain how truly crazy this has been. I've had health issues for three years, many of which improved over time, but the infections are the most vicious thing I've ever encountered.
Of course my new plan is to get on antibiotics as quickly as possible, although finding a knowledgeable doctor for Lyme disease in my area is going to be difficult.
In the meantime, I could use any help about what to do about depression and anxiety generally and related to chronic infections. I really need an immediately impactful solution.
I already take cyproheptadine, which I believe helps me eat and calms pain to an extent. But I really need to be doing much more.
Thanks