BlackMolasses
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I've always had insomnia, but it's gotten seriously worse lately, especially with testosterone use.
At night my brain runs at full speed, want to think about anything and everything, I realized most of my psychological and intellectual evolutions at night.
Yesterday something happened, not only did I have insomnia, but before I could fall asleep thanks to cyprohaptadine I had hallucinations with my eyes closed, like light threads of colors, random shapes, another moment a white triangle that moves in all directions, things like that.
I have a pretty intimidating sight of a woman staring at me with a horrifying gaze, instinctively horrifying and intimidating, it was like somewhere in my imagination but forced, it was quite similar to what can happen to me when a psychedelic trip turns a little bad, those who have already had experience with these products will see.
Eventually when I turned on the light to take some cypro, I was looking at a box on my night stand and noticed an improvement in 3d, I was also quite paranoid with feeling tense in my legs.
All that to say I feel like I have "psychotic insomnia" overnight, probably due to CNS overstimulation from testosterone + histhadelic tendency I guess. It's starting to get complicated because the lack of sleep makes me more and more lazy and naughty during the day.
The cypro works well but the half life is too long and I feel less optimal during the day, the melatonin is actually making my sleep worse.
Benzodiazepines do not work at all for this problem.
Do you have other things to offer?
At night my brain runs at full speed, want to think about anything and everything, I realized most of my psychological and intellectual evolutions at night.
Yesterday something happened, not only did I have insomnia, but before I could fall asleep thanks to cyprohaptadine I had hallucinations with my eyes closed, like light threads of colors, random shapes, another moment a white triangle that moves in all directions, things like that.
I have a pretty intimidating sight of a woman staring at me with a horrifying gaze, instinctively horrifying and intimidating, it was like somewhere in my imagination but forced, it was quite similar to what can happen to me when a psychedelic trip turns a little bad, those who have already had experience with these products will see.
Eventually when I turned on the light to take some cypro, I was looking at a box on my night stand and noticed an improvement in 3d, I was also quite paranoid with feeling tense in my legs.
All that to say I feel like I have "psychotic insomnia" overnight, probably due to CNS overstimulation from testosterone + histhadelic tendency I guess. It's starting to get complicated because the lack of sleep makes me more and more lazy and naughty during the day.
The cypro works well but the half life is too long and I feel less optimal during the day, the melatonin is actually making my sleep worse.
Benzodiazepines do not work at all for this problem.
Do you have other things to offer?