This database was put together by the group that published the study on how anti-psychotic drugs are mostly useless for the symptoms of the disease they are prescribed for and also create a state of learned hopelessness. For a horror-story, do a search for any of the SSRI drugs and look at the side effects chart.
https://www.cchrint.org/psychdrugdangers/
https://www.cchrint.org/psychdrugdangers/