Samurai Drive
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- Jul 11, 2018
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Hey all,
Just need to offload somewhere.
I've been peating so to speak for 5 years or so.
Learnt lots. Some major improvements.
Yet I think I have been suffering with the chronic fatigue syndrome for decades. Hoped peating would wipe it away. Not quite.
When I'm not working I'm not always happy but it feels good to not be exhausted and stressed. I get about six months of living off the government money before they start pushing me.
I submit easily as I like the idea of working and earning, I've worked around 3 years and not worked for 3 years in the past six, usually 6 month cycles.
I'm at the end of another 6 month cycle and am just feeling OK again but today I was due to start a job, late shift.
I've decided not to go. Relief and of course soon to feel guilt as they will be short in the kitchen today.
I've barely slept all night my whole system has frozen, had real trouble breathing.
So.. has anyone have knowledge experience of cfs and nervous system issues. I'm super sensitive to things and just noise and whatnot but also then feel exhausted. Inside both sympathetic and parasympathetic are over exitable.
I probably just don't wanna work in a shoddy job, love sitting in the sun and left to my own resources feel content mostly.
If you've read thus thanks just need to vent I guess.
Just need to offload somewhere.
I've been peating so to speak for 5 years or so.
Learnt lots. Some major improvements.
Yet I think I have been suffering with the chronic fatigue syndrome for decades. Hoped peating would wipe it away. Not quite.
When I'm not working I'm not always happy but it feels good to not be exhausted and stressed. I get about six months of living off the government money before they start pushing me.
I submit easily as I like the idea of working and earning, I've worked around 3 years and not worked for 3 years in the past six, usually 6 month cycles.
I'm at the end of another 6 month cycle and am just feeling OK again but today I was due to start a job, late shift.
I've decided not to go. Relief and of course soon to feel guilt as they will be short in the kitchen today.
I've barely slept all night my whole system has frozen, had real trouble breathing.
So.. has anyone have knowledge experience of cfs and nervous system issues. I'm super sensitive to things and just noise and whatnot but also then feel exhausted. Inside both sympathetic and parasympathetic are over exitable.
I probably just don't wanna work in a shoddy job, love sitting in the sun and left to my own resources feel content mostly.
If you've read thus thanks just need to vent I guess.