Frankdee20
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I was hoping smoking would be a good thing as I seem to enjoy the feeling it gives me. Someone tell me it is? Or give me something to take its place?
I enjoy it to an extent, then I think the surplus is unnecessary. Like I love it with the first coffee, or the first drink of alcohol. I’m noticing lately, after job interviews, I crave and enjoy it too. Perhaps that’s an example of using it after some stress sets in. Other than that, after food is cool. But during the day, I am not doing much, and there’s no reason I smoke other than habit. It’s not craved, it’s just ritualistic. I’m at 6-10 a day maybe. It should be less, I think a little bit has merit. If I’m hungry or starving, then it’s like coffee, and I get a stress response, not enjoyable. If I’m on a long drive, it’s enjoyable. Idk.