Durey
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- Aug 28, 2014
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- 27
Hey all,
thank you @Peata and the PM I got for reminding me of my thread here. It's been over two years and I've been through many ups and downs (mostly ups, though). I'm still Peating and reading the forum, but I'm usually pretty busy or on the Facebook groups, since I use FB anyway. I've been wanting to update for so long... The most important things that happened:
I've been depression-free for over a year. I do have stress and feel frustrated with the world and its people sometimes, but I never feel helpless or desperate or suicidal anymore. I have gained a lot of confidence and I'm beginning to like myself.
I have also gained about 30 kilos (66 lbs). I loved the weight gain at first, but I wouldn't mind if it stopped now. I need about 3000 calories to feel good, have energy and brainpower, so I'm not going to restrict calories, but I've been trying to build some muscle instead and hope this will help.
Shortly after I made my introduction here I went to a naturopathic doctor for the amalgam chelation. For some reason I forgot he didn't want to use the normal chelators and used some kind of magnetic field device (need to look up what they're called). I did this three times, but I had to stop the treatment, because afterwards I felt like ***t every time. Like horrible flu symptoms and exhaustion and pain in my extremities. I haven't been to a dentist or any tooth-related doctor, except when my dental bridge fell out (it's fixed, but I now have a piece of retraction cord somewhere under it, or in my gums or wherever... but that's a story of its own, lol). I have lots of root canals, though, and one tooth (?) gives me pain occassionally, even though the root is capped and I had a cyst removed from the jaw above it. I use MB for the pain, since I don't want to extract the tooth. I've been trying to accept that my messed up teeth will never be healthy or feel alright or look good and I hope that, as my metabolism continues to improve, my body will keep the damage in check.
Hm... what else... My vein problems are practically gone. They don't bulge anymore and no new spider veins developed. Also my skin has improved a lot and looks healthier. I also have a tan from all the sunbathing I did this summer. :)
At the moment I'm working on my posture and I try to move more and do some light exercise, because my sedentary life is taking a toll on me and the pain in my feet is getting worse again. My body balance is totally out of whack and this feels rather anti-metabolic.
In general, my temps and pulse are alright most of the time. My thyroid labs were not too bad, but they only did ft3, ft4 and tsh. TSH was 1.9 and the doctors said my thyroid is fine (of course). But yeah, **** them. I'm hardly ever cold and spend way less money on heating (which I now spend on Haidut's supplements and on heat lamps). I have good energy most days and I had phases of great energy, and I feel all around better than most of my adult life. Peat is my hero.
Okay, that's my update for now. Thanks again for the friendly reminder, and thanks for reading. :)
thank you @Peata and the PM I got for reminding me of my thread here. It's been over two years and I've been through many ups and downs (mostly ups, though). I'm still Peating and reading the forum, but I'm usually pretty busy or on the Facebook groups, since I use FB anyway. I've been wanting to update for so long... The most important things that happened:
I've been depression-free for over a year. I do have stress and feel frustrated with the world and its people sometimes, but I never feel helpless or desperate or suicidal anymore. I have gained a lot of confidence and I'm beginning to like myself.
I have also gained about 30 kilos (66 lbs). I loved the weight gain at first, but I wouldn't mind if it stopped now. I need about 3000 calories to feel good, have energy and brainpower, so I'm not going to restrict calories, but I've been trying to build some muscle instead and hope this will help.
Shortly after I made my introduction here I went to a naturopathic doctor for the amalgam chelation. For some reason I forgot he didn't want to use the normal chelators and used some kind of magnetic field device (need to look up what they're called). I did this three times, but I had to stop the treatment, because afterwards I felt like ***t every time. Like horrible flu symptoms and exhaustion and pain in my extremities. I haven't been to a dentist or any tooth-related doctor, except when my dental bridge fell out (it's fixed, but I now have a piece of retraction cord somewhere under it, or in my gums or wherever... but that's a story of its own, lol). I have lots of root canals, though, and one tooth (?) gives me pain occassionally, even though the root is capped and I had a cyst removed from the jaw above it. I use MB for the pain, since I don't want to extract the tooth. I've been trying to accept that my messed up teeth will never be healthy or feel alright or look good and I hope that, as my metabolism continues to improve, my body will keep the damage in check.
Hm... what else... My vein problems are practically gone. They don't bulge anymore and no new spider veins developed. Also my skin has improved a lot and looks healthier. I also have a tan from all the sunbathing I did this summer. :)
At the moment I'm working on my posture and I try to move more and do some light exercise, because my sedentary life is taking a toll on me and the pain in my feet is getting worse again. My body balance is totally out of whack and this feels rather anti-metabolic.
In general, my temps and pulse are alright most of the time. My thyroid labs were not too bad, but they only did ft3, ft4 and tsh. TSH was 1.9 and the doctors said my thyroid is fine (of course). But yeah, **** them. I'm hardly ever cold and spend way less money on heating (which I now spend on Haidut's supplements and on heat lamps). I have good energy most days and I had phases of great energy, and I feel all around better than most of my adult life. Peat is my hero.
Okay, that's my update for now. Thanks again for the friendly reminder, and thanks for reading. :)