fasoracetam
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So Im on TRT for half a year. changed protocols and application methods a lot.
My last protocol of daily injections left me without insufficient aromatase -> low e2/estradiol.
It was very bad for my mental health. Now I changed protocols to get it up back again. Paranoia/psychosis from low e2 is already gone due to a booster shot, but im not yet where i want to be.
I still have a little bit of my T-Gel left and did an experiment. I applied the gel while on injections to quickly raise T/e2/dht in a matter of hours and to relief symptoms, since injections take up to 4-6 weeks to work, So my last trials of this, applied to the shoulders didnt do much more.
Now I applied it directly to hair free parts of my tummy to get extra aromatization to significantly boost my Estradiol.
4 Hours later I was hit with a warm flush of dopamine and especially serotonin. The warm flush of serotonin reminded me of MDMA.
Actually for me, who lost all of MDMAs effects (i think it was due to low estradiol which is crucial for serotonin synthesis/function) this experience was 100 times better than any recreational drug I tried in the past with low t/e2. MDMA, amps, opiates, nothing compared to this.
It was recreational. anxiolytic, serotonergic, dopaminergic, gave me confidence, optimism, everything.
Is this what normal humans feel like? I know its not sustainable, I bet my receptors were really upregulated due to insufficient neurotransmitters, and then throwing E2 in the mix flooded the already dense receptor sites.
I guess the mdma gave me exactly ZERO euphoria effects in the past was because my whole serotonergic system was like dead.
I listened to music while gaming and had the time of my life lol. 11/10 experience.
My last protocol of daily injections left me without insufficient aromatase -> low e2/estradiol.
It was very bad for my mental health. Now I changed protocols to get it up back again. Paranoia/psychosis from low e2 is already gone due to a booster shot, but im not yet where i want to be.
I still have a little bit of my T-Gel left and did an experiment. I applied the gel while on injections to quickly raise T/e2/dht in a matter of hours and to relief symptoms, since injections take up to 4-6 weeks to work, So my last trials of this, applied to the shoulders didnt do much more.
Now I applied it directly to hair free parts of my tummy to get extra aromatization to significantly boost my Estradiol.
4 Hours later I was hit with a warm flush of dopamine and especially serotonin. The warm flush of serotonin reminded me of MDMA.
Actually for me, who lost all of MDMAs effects (i think it was due to low estradiol which is crucial for serotonin synthesis/function) this experience was 100 times better than any recreational drug I tried in the past with low t/e2. MDMA, amps, opiates, nothing compared to this.
It was recreational. anxiolytic, serotonergic, dopaminergic, gave me confidence, optimism, everything.
Is this what normal humans feel like? I know its not sustainable, I bet my receptors were really upregulated due to insufficient neurotransmitters, and then throwing E2 in the mix flooded the already dense receptor sites.
I guess the mdma gave me exactly ZERO euphoria effects in the past was because my whole serotonergic system was like dead.
I listened to music while gaming and had the time of my life lol. 11/10 experience.