Dealing with never ending anhedonia, depersonalization and dysautonomia. Let me tell you this would be harsh enough without having aspergers. I feel completely powerless and my life is on hold indefinitely.
Messaged all sorts of neuropharmacologists and people with knowledge but barely anyone will help. Would rather focus on helping people with minor issues that I would trade for in a heartbeat.
I think my serotonin receptors like 5ht2c and 5ht2a are desensitized after taking fluoxetine then amitriptyline and inositol.
Recently I took 4-6mg cyproheptadine for 3 weeks but didn't get the famous rebound I got when coming off amitriptyline.
It did worsen the weight gain though so I think 5ht2c is desensitized pretty bad.
I just feel angry, frightened and lost. I don't understand this stuff and no one will help. My body is destroying itself and I simply have to solve this. Wouldn't wish it on worst enemy.
Even trying 500mg inositol the other day caused heavy muscle spasms
Messaged all sorts of neuropharmacologists and people with knowledge but barely anyone will help. Would rather focus on helping people with minor issues that I would trade for in a heartbeat.
I think my serotonin receptors like 5ht2c and 5ht2a are desensitized after taking fluoxetine then amitriptyline and inositol.
Recently I took 4-6mg cyproheptadine for 3 weeks but didn't get the famous rebound I got when coming off amitriptyline.
It did worsen the weight gain though so I think 5ht2c is desensitized pretty bad.
I just feel angry, frightened and lost. I don't understand this stuff and no one will help. My body is destroying itself and I simply have to solve this. Wouldn't wish it on worst enemy.
Even trying 500mg inositol the other day caused heavy muscle spasms