Ya drugs are fun, hence why so many use themIt makes me feel less trapped in those mental prisons.
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Ya drugs are fun, hence why so many use themIt makes me feel less trapped in those mental prisons.
Ya drugs are fun, hence why so many use them
Which country is that? Likely that Haidut ships there.
Most people are have their own "mental prison", coming in many ways and forms and weights. Mine is a methaphorical spiral going downwards.
According to this study ( Neural mechanisms underlying psilocybin’s therapeutic potential – the need for preclinical in vivo electrophysiology ), it seems that, if I were to microdose, my spiral would flatten a bit.
Do you have 5 minutes to read it and chime in, in relevance with your experience with it?
If you describe by your own words what you feel and how microdosing makes solves it, someone with more experience/knowlegde on the topic might(maybe not today) join the conversation and add the info you possibly need.
Same thing here. Prisoner in my own mind. Idealabs has Lisuride by the way.It's basically left-brain dominance. Too much logical thinking. I already explained it a bit in a long post. Chesterton's chapter on madness in Orthodoxy covers it well. The crazy guy has not lost his reason, he has lost everything but his reason. It's a common form of madness. Many guys (it's mostly guys) dig themselves into a hole this way. Chains of arguments that lead to despair and catatonia. Airtight arguments, irrefutable, inescapable.
The will to truth is a dangerous a thing
Wow. I think I’m in a similar boat as you. I don’t have OCD but I have extremely rigid mental complexes similar to what you describe.I got very good grades as a kid, but my chaotic home situation ruined that when I was in 6th grade.
Romans 7:19-25We depend entirely on Jesus to bestow grace unto us, it is through him that we will actually become “better people” (more Christlike) by nature. We should not struggle and suffer to try and become better people, we ought to trust in God and have his nature grow in us.
Just to add to this - the principle of microdosing is that you take a dose small enough to NOT cause any hallucinations. And here everyone's threshold is different - therefore, just half the dose you are taking now (or even less) and see if you still get long term relief. Key is longterm / if you have some days once in a while where the undesired think patterns come it's ok / let it be. The microdosing should help you learn how to deal with that, and some months later you may not need it anymore.Basically when I microdose I sometimes have these mild hallucinations before falling asleep, and sometimes they're a bit disturbing.