Thanks, Charlie.
It would seem like a pretty promising theory.
When you think about it,
hypothyroidism is the most likely explanation for your symptoms.
And the only thing that has stood in the way
of your giving yourself thyroid supplement therapy
is your fear of the hard heart pounding.
It wasn't like you had any other signs that the thyroid wasn't doing exactly what it should.
And when you've tried to analyze what that HHP means,
it seems like you've found that it does not reveal high blood pressure or high heart rate.
And you say it doesn't feel like and arhythmia.
So...that makes me feel like there's probably not much to be scared of
(though I completely understand how anything weird feeling with your heart would be scary).
I guess it's one of those things that
if you take it apart and look at it,
then maybe it will be less fear-laden.
Maybe you are sortuv suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome
with regard to your thyroid blowout/overdose some months ago--
so you are understandably skittish after that episode!
It would seem like a pretty promising theory.
When you think about it,
hypothyroidism is the most likely explanation for your symptoms.
And the only thing that has stood in the way
of your giving yourself thyroid supplement therapy
is your fear of the hard heart pounding.
It wasn't like you had any other signs that the thyroid wasn't doing exactly what it should.
And when you've tried to analyze what that HHP means,
it seems like you've found that it does not reveal high blood pressure or high heart rate.
And you say it doesn't feel like and arhythmia.
So...that makes me feel like there's probably not much to be scared of
(though I completely understand how anything weird feeling with your heart would be scary).
I guess it's one of those things that
if you take it apart and look at it,
then maybe it will be less fear-laden.
Maybe you are sortuv suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome
with regard to your thyroid blowout/overdose some months ago--
so you are understandably skittish after that episode!