ValeryZeSpanich
Member
I have noticed that my sexual attractions vary in two phases:
-I am "slow", tired, low energy, headache etc. Typically when I'm sick, very tired after a lot of stress etc.
BUT, I fantasize about being dominant, I want to **** the pretty girl in my class with big ***s, fantasize about dominating mature women etc.
-I am very energetic, "hypomanic", with a lot of energy for sports, creativity etc.
BUT I fantasize about being dominated, feminized, etc.
Don't judge me, but I'd like to get rid of this ambuvalence that makes me anxious, and definitely tend towards the first case, but I'm disturbed by the prospect of having to transform into a bear to be normally masculine.
Incidentally, I've noticed that a lot of people who fantasize about being dominated/sodomized/feminized are actually quite dominant/manic/masculine. in everyday life.
Why this polarity? can you help me to obtain high energy while avoiding falling into obscure atavisms?
-I am "slow", tired, low energy, headache etc. Typically when I'm sick, very tired after a lot of stress etc.
BUT, I fantasize about being dominant, I want to **** the pretty girl in my class with big ***s, fantasize about dominating mature women etc.
-I am very energetic, "hypomanic", with a lot of energy for sports, creativity etc.
BUT I fantasize about being dominated, feminized, etc.
Don't judge me, but I'd like to get rid of this ambuvalence that makes me anxious, and definitely tend towards the first case, but I'm disturbed by the prospect of having to transform into a bear to be normally masculine.
Incidentally, I've noticed that a lot of people who fantasize about being dominated/sodomized/feminized are actually quite dominant/manic/masculine. in everyday life.
Why this polarity? can you help me to obtain high energy while avoiding falling into obscure atavisms?