French.cat
Member
Hi everyone,
Frenchcat is back here...
I just re-upgraded my account because It's been a long time since my last post on the forum (August 2023).
Well, I came first on this forum because of chronic depression. I just needed help, encouragements, love, and empathy, which I found here, and I thank you a lot for that
Unfortunately, since august, things are getting hard with my mental health issues. That's the reason why I am back on this forum.
Little reminder : I have ADHD, anxiety, insomnia, chronic depression, and dissociation.
Gut issues as well but... what's the need to precise, right ? I guess nobody is surprised here !
I am currently taking SSRI's for three month now and things where great at first, but now it feels like I have to readapt and raise the dosage in order to feel "ok".
I always feel sad and empty, but at least with SSRI's I don't have suicidal thought anymore. I also take 'Theralène' for sleeping (it's a neuroleptic)
The thing is, with food, my depression also alleviated for a while ! Unfortunately I had really bad gut issues. I don't feel it anymore thanks to SSRI's, that changes my ability to digest (for the better).
I created my own entreprise in august but since I have a very few costumers and feel like ... it's not gonna work.
Food helped a lot with depression later on, but I got off the boat, because I'm moneyless and food is sooo expensive!!
I am even surprised that my bank accept the 7 dollars this website charged me for subscribing
Well, I am thinking of stopping SSRI's cause they harden my insomnia and now I have to take a neuroleptic to sleep...
That's horrible.
Sometimes I am hoping that my life is gonna change but most of the time I am hopeless.
My life has been suffering 90 % of the time since childhood. I don't even know who I am. I have a true lack of identity (dissociation worsen that, of course).
Thanks a lot for you support, and sorry for my English.
Love,
The FrenchCat.
Frenchcat is back here...
I just re-upgraded my account because It's been a long time since my last post on the forum (August 2023).
Well, I came first on this forum because of chronic depression. I just needed help, encouragements, love, and empathy, which I found here, and I thank you a lot for that
Unfortunately, since august, things are getting hard with my mental health issues. That's the reason why I am back on this forum.
Little reminder : I have ADHD, anxiety, insomnia, chronic depression, and dissociation.
Gut issues as well but... what's the need to precise, right ? I guess nobody is surprised here !
I am currently taking SSRI's for three month now and things where great at first, but now it feels like I have to readapt and raise the dosage in order to feel "ok".
I always feel sad and empty, but at least with SSRI's I don't have suicidal thought anymore. I also take 'Theralène' for sleeping (it's a neuroleptic)
The thing is, with food, my depression also alleviated for a while ! Unfortunately I had really bad gut issues. I don't feel it anymore thanks to SSRI's, that changes my ability to digest (for the better).
I created my own entreprise in august but since I have a very few costumers and feel like ... it's not gonna work.
Food helped a lot with depression later on, but I got off the boat, because I'm moneyless and food is sooo expensive!!
I am even surprised that my bank accept the 7 dollars this website charged me for subscribing
Well, I am thinking of stopping SSRI's cause they harden my insomnia and now I have to take a neuroleptic to sleep...
That's horrible.
Sometimes I am hoping that my life is gonna change but most of the time I am hopeless.
My life has been suffering 90 % of the time since childhood. I don't even know who I am. I have a true lack of identity (dissociation worsen that, of course).
Thanks a lot for you support, and sorry for my English.
Love,
The FrenchCat.