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Sad that she passed away but at least she's in peace now. Tough story. It happens too frequently. I was in a hospital too. The police forced me onto a stretcher and handcuffed me to it. I didn't curse or resist in a confrontational manner for this to happen. They were just aggressive because I didn't do what they wanted me to. I thought they were being influenced by things my voices were controlling. I had a strong fear for experimental testing because that's what they would talk about. All I did was stand by a plant and touch it hoping they would leave. It's a long story. I do want to write a book one day if I cure this and mention what happened to me. It will most likely be anonymousThis list above sound very much like, my mother’s. At one point while hospitalized for “dangerous” behavior, she said she was upset that the hospital was l piping in music with me singing songs, and it was annoying her. She said the voices in her head were telling her to kill me, and they had some awful plans for my sister and her newborn child, that I don’t want to describe, but she wrote those intentions in a letter to my poor grandmother. I was scared of her, yet I was her primary caretaker. Believe me I have some unbelievable stories that are movie worthy. She died 9 years ago so we can all rest in piece now. She thought the government was tracking her and that the microwave was some a source of it, and that someone on PTL was sending messages to her. She talked about demons and people teleporting into her room. It was creepy cleaning out her place after she died, with stacks of papers as tall as I am next to her computer, of her trying to prove the government was using her. Behind every one of her windows which had heavy black-out blinds was holy oil dripping down, from her trying desperately to protect herself from evil forces. How old are you? I would take the PUFA laden chicken and salmon out of your usuals.
I can tell you it's really the unbelievable way this condition sneaks up on you. They can say something that you may have only been exposed to once in your life and you will not remember it. I was so convinced it was coming from someone else because of how they would say something I thought I never heard. It can't come from your mind if they're saying something that's real that your mind can't produce. I once heard them tell me I'm being imprisoned in Alcatraz. I didn't recall what Alcatraz was. And I have a good memory for things I've come across before. They had a hard time fooling me in that way. Months later in a video game I saw a prison called Alcatraz in California. It's a real place
I went through the exact same thing. I believed in targetedjustice.com. The sad thing is they have doctors and people with PHDs supporting it which makes it more convincing. Maybe there could be some truth to this but no way it's happening everywhere and as much. I used to have "electronic harrassment" which is tactile hallucinations. They were electrical sensations you can feel in your body. I had the sensation of my hand being held, my neck being cut like Nearly Headless Nick from Harry Potter, brain surgery where I can feel cutting sensations in my brain or head. Just like cutting a cake with a knife and slowly slicing parts of my brain. Also an electrical storm in my head. Hard to describe but feels very real. When you go through this and you don't see much on it you can understand why someone goes into the deep end in believing it's the government. I believed people were teleporting too. I wrote a lot about what I went through and tried to prove it was the government as well. I thought it was the CIA, Mossad, FBI, NSA etc. I have endless stories that could be in a movie too
I'm 25 years old. Will see. Hans said salmon isn't so bad occasionally. I like chicken too much. I'll just up the vitamin e and live with it. One thing that gets forgotten is how hard this is for everybody else. My parents suffered a lot as I'm sure you did. Hope you're okay now
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