sunmountain
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- May 12, 2014
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Noticed recently that my mood has been ok for a while. I remember posting a while ago that I was feeling no joy etc. I still don't feel joy, but I feel calm.
Calm.
No beating up on myself. No racing thoughts. Good sleep most of the time. Engaged and busy. Thinking ahead a bit (for the first time in years); planning life a bit. I can actually THINK again!
Doing ok, really.
Even with inflated stomach. How is that possible?
Even still with no exercise.
Doing generous progest-e. Preg at bedtime. Began DHEA at breakfast couple of days ago (it helps pee which is nice). And all the usual suspects. Oh, and red light every night.
Maybe it's the red light. Maybe the preg is cumulative after all. Maybe it's the increased progest-e. Maybe it's all of them.
Dunno. Hope my stomach (and back) gets better soon. Then I might just be set.
Calm.
No beating up on myself. No racing thoughts. Good sleep most of the time. Engaged and busy. Thinking ahead a bit (for the first time in years); planning life a bit. I can actually THINK again!
Doing ok, really.
Even with inflated stomach. How is that possible?
Even still with no exercise.
Doing generous progest-e. Preg at bedtime. Began DHEA at breakfast couple of days ago (it helps pee which is nice). And all the usual suspects. Oh, and red light every night.
Maybe it's the red light. Maybe the preg is cumulative after all. Maybe it's the increased progest-e. Maybe it's all of them.
Dunno. Hope my stomach (and back) gets better soon. Then I might just be set.