cry0genicz
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This morning at about 3AM I woke up for no apparent reason. My breathing was hindered and felt like no matter how deeply I breathed, it didn't feel like I was getting enough oxygen. Anyway, I got up for some water and to pee. I laid back down and could feel myself slipping into sleep, though still conscious. I felt the oncoming of sleep paralysis and I did fight/escape it one or two cycles of it. But on the next occurrence I didn't fight/escape it. I surrendered to it and I felt as if my consciousness launched into space along with a sense of rapid vertical rotation. I then experienced a trembling and increasingly intense build up of energy and sound. It felt very real and was very overwhelming, as if something was under tremendous pressure and was bound to burst. Instead of attempting to overpower, fight, and break from this energy as I've done ever since I've started experiencing these paralyses for years, I strongly willed an energy of love and acceptance. This was not a soft and comforting reaction, but almost a militant and aggressive attack of love and acceptance as if I was shouting down this energy with my entire being. I believe this to have been a spiritual battle and whatever I was fighting was weak to the powers of love and acceptance.. because I defeated it... and what came after was a lucid dream or perhaps astral projection....
One thing to note.. that night at about 10pm I had a very strong serving of miso soup. Miso is very (very) concentrated with salt. I'm talking several grams of salt I must've had. Salt is highly associated with spiritual purification, exorcisms, banishment of demons/spirits, etc. Could the salt have given me power to confront and banish this negative energy?
Peat is pretty supportive of salt and its properties.. is this another reason to embrace salt? Perhaps the thousands of years of folk medicine and myth and spirituality aren't wrong about this stuff...
One thing to note.. that night at about 10pm I had a very strong serving of miso soup. Miso is very (very) concentrated with salt. I'm talking several grams of salt I must've had. Salt is highly associated with spiritual purification, exorcisms, banishment of demons/spirits, etc. Could the salt have given me power to confront and banish this negative energy?
Peat is pretty supportive of salt and its properties.. is this another reason to embrace salt? Perhaps the thousands of years of folk medicine and myth and spirituality aren't wrong about this stuff...