Samya
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- Feb 22, 2017
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Nothing can prepare you, it breaks you open when someone you love so much seems to be gone.
Honestly, a part of me is incredibly sad for selfish reasons - that I will never have that excitement of a new Ray Peat interview or article, and that I didn't get any advice on my own health issue from the man himself as I don't think he had an answer at the time, so I'm still lost, but it's somehow OK.
At the same time I often feel closer to people when their body is no longer 'alive', while I will miss hearing Ray's wisdom anew, deep down I feel closer to his spirit then ever. As corny as it sounds when I think of him I can see his smile in my heart. What I loved so much about Ray wasn't merely the entertainment of his vast knowledge but his endearing palpable humility, his genuine love of truth. Words can't express love but that's all we have on a forum, we love you so much Ray Peat. I'm sure you are now more aware of that than ever.
Honestly, a part of me is incredibly sad for selfish reasons - that I will never have that excitement of a new Ray Peat interview or article, and that I didn't get any advice on my own health issue from the man himself as I don't think he had an answer at the time, so I'm still lost, but it's somehow OK.
At the same time I often feel closer to people when their body is no longer 'alive', while I will miss hearing Ray's wisdom anew, deep down I feel closer to his spirit then ever. As corny as it sounds when I think of him I can see his smile in my heart. What I loved so much about Ray wasn't merely the entertainment of his vast knowledge but his endearing palpable humility, his genuine love of truth. Words can't express love but that's all we have on a forum, we love you so much Ray Peat. I'm sure you are now more aware of that than ever.