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Yes, I get it. The answer is I probably hate myself. But is this a product of being hypothyroid? I don't understand it. Its the worst feeling in the world but I just feel so alien and alone. I've looked into spiritual teachings and I have an understanding as to why I feel this way. But I just can't escape this feeling. I just don't feel like a normal person. I seem to have a lot of conflict in my relationships and I was convinced it was these people in my life treating me poorly and by letting them know I was "standing up for myself." But now I am realizing this is a constant theme in my life where I just am unable to connect with other people. I pray that when my temps are around 99 and I have energy again I won't have these thoughts. My temp is high 97's right now.