Hi all,
prob redundant, but maybe nevertheless interesting. It’s good to be able to observe yourself in different surroundings, and when having all the time in the world. Had polyps in my nose and sinus removed, so nothing crazy.
anxiety:
-sun gives me instant relieve
-immersing myself in a book gives me instant relieve and makes me want to reach out to people after
-being in front of a screen for a long time makes me anxious, especially when wasting time (i consider 90% of my time spend on this forum as wasted time, which is my fault ofc)
-lack of things to do and a good internet connection makes me really productive. My plan is to get no wifi once I live alone. I think being sort of dopamine deprived can work wonders for your mental well-being. I feel like I reconnect to my true self. I just read and work and eat and sleep and text some old friends. Zero desire to waste time
food:
Im getting cheese and bread twice a day. Lunch is warm food, usually some meat (prob cooked in pufa) some carb some veggie. Some cake in the cafeteria. Some gummy bears. Coffee
-feels great to say **** it and just eat what you get
-my stool got better, thicker without being constipated. I don’t need to wipe. This is surprising to me, maybe it’s because I’m also taking antibiotics (peating before). I will prob reintroduce starches
-not taking supplements feels kinda good. Might drop them altogether except for some magnesium tbh
takeaways: get sun. No screens except for work (take breaks here especially when sunny). Don’t focus too much on nutrition. Read. Connect to people if you feel like it, it’s kinda free. Be kind to everyone, we don’t know ***t about what’s going on in others
need to work out a way to not get a typical 9-5 office job i guess...
prob redundant, but maybe nevertheless interesting. It’s good to be able to observe yourself in different surroundings, and when having all the time in the world. Had polyps in my nose and sinus removed, so nothing crazy.
anxiety:
-sun gives me instant relieve
-immersing myself in a book gives me instant relieve and makes me want to reach out to people after
-being in front of a screen for a long time makes me anxious, especially when wasting time (i consider 90% of my time spend on this forum as wasted time, which is my fault ofc)
-lack of things to do and a good internet connection makes me really productive. My plan is to get no wifi once I live alone. I think being sort of dopamine deprived can work wonders for your mental well-being. I feel like I reconnect to my true self. I just read and work and eat and sleep and text some old friends. Zero desire to waste time
food:
Im getting cheese and bread twice a day. Lunch is warm food, usually some meat (prob cooked in pufa) some carb some veggie. Some cake in the cafeteria. Some gummy bears. Coffee
-feels great to say **** it and just eat what you get
-my stool got better, thicker without being constipated. I don’t need to wipe. This is surprising to me, maybe it’s because I’m also taking antibiotics (peating before). I will prob reintroduce starches
-not taking supplements feels kinda good. Might drop them altogether except for some magnesium tbh
takeaways: get sun. No screens except for work (take breaks here especially when sunny). Don’t focus too much on nutrition. Read. Connect to people if you feel like it, it’s kinda free. Be kind to everyone, we don’t know ***t about what’s going on in others
need to work out a way to not get a typical 9-5 office job i guess...