Alexandre Lim
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To be honest, I have the weirdest symptoms on Earth because I cant seem to pinpoint what I have.
in March I started to become apathatic , not so talkative while at work . My coworker which is my sous chef told me I hardly spoke several times. Plus I made mistakes during what would be quiet evenings. I thought myself maybe its just cause Im too tired.
Fast forward to end of April During the lockdown, I had a huge brain ache after climaxing from
Porn. After that day on, my personality worsened. I didnt want to do anything anymore, started to have a pulse on my abdomen. I couldnt focus since I would a thought every 10 second. On top of that I couldnt sleep at all since Id wake up to the slightest noise. i tried to recall what I had done the past months to get to this point . The only thing that came to my mind was pornography causes all of this?!
I endured it for 2 months hoping itd go away and my social skills would come back. Nope, no progress whatsover. I started to feel suicidal as I no longer understand what is happening to me. I have bouts of anger when someone would speak to me and it wouldnt take much at all. I went to back to work for one day, I couldnt concentrate and understand what was happening, so I didnt show up again and went back to hibernation.
Then I found out that 5 alpha reductase inhibitors such as Fin and Dut. Can affect cognitively and physically our body. I took Dut for one month in Feb to March!
Up until today I have the most unusual symptoms ever. I cant make this up I feel like someone put a spell on me. Ive gone to physicians , social workers and a psychiatrist has yet to determine what I have.
Changes that occured in my body are ; constant thoughts almost every 10 seconds (not necessarily negative) , no motivation, cant find word to say(aphasia?) , cant make decisions and focus. Body temperature is very low, starts screaming if im displeased of a comment, abdominal pulse, muscles fasciculation and have soften completely, insomnia if I dont take Seroquel. Instant erection and sexual anhedonia upon masturbation All these things are which I never had before. Cognitive issues started in March which Coincides with Dutasteride intaking.
however my symptoms seem to differ from most PFS sufferers because my constant thoughts are unheard of. Ive become so unpatient and unfocused I cant even watch a film without having millions of thoughts.
Even my symptoms dont seem to match with any mental illness description.
I honestly am hopeless and live eveyday like a zombie. Ive already ordered 5 dhp and Androsterone in case I have PFS. However nobody has my symptoms .
I thank you for reading this thread ,
in March I started to become apathatic , not so talkative while at work . My coworker which is my sous chef told me I hardly spoke several times. Plus I made mistakes during what would be quiet evenings. I thought myself maybe its just cause Im too tired.
Fast forward to end of April During the lockdown, I had a huge brain ache after climaxing from
Porn. After that day on, my personality worsened. I didnt want to do anything anymore, started to have a pulse on my abdomen. I couldnt focus since I would a thought every 10 second. On top of that I couldnt sleep at all since Id wake up to the slightest noise. i tried to recall what I had done the past months to get to this point . The only thing that came to my mind was pornography causes all of this?!
I endured it for 2 months hoping itd go away and my social skills would come back. Nope, no progress whatsover. I started to feel suicidal as I no longer understand what is happening to me. I have bouts of anger when someone would speak to me and it wouldnt take much at all. I went to back to work for one day, I couldnt concentrate and understand what was happening, so I didnt show up again and went back to hibernation.
Then I found out that 5 alpha reductase inhibitors such as Fin and Dut. Can affect cognitively and physically our body. I took Dut for one month in Feb to March!
Up until today I have the most unusual symptoms ever. I cant make this up I feel like someone put a spell on me. Ive gone to physicians , social workers and a psychiatrist has yet to determine what I have.
Changes that occured in my body are ; constant thoughts almost every 10 seconds (not necessarily negative) , no motivation, cant find word to say(aphasia?) , cant make decisions and focus. Body temperature is very low, starts screaming if im displeased of a comment, abdominal pulse, muscles fasciculation and have soften completely, insomnia if I dont take Seroquel. Instant erection and sexual anhedonia upon masturbation All these things are which I never had before. Cognitive issues started in March which Coincides with Dutasteride intaking.
however my symptoms seem to differ from most PFS sufferers because my constant thoughts are unheard of. Ive become so unpatient and unfocused I cant even watch a film without having millions of thoughts.
Even my symptoms dont seem to match with any mental illness description.
I honestly am hopeless and live eveyday like a zombie. Ive already ordered 5 dhp and Androsterone in case I have PFS. However nobody has my symptoms .
I thank you for reading this thread ,
