Terma
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So, I'm posting this after a sleepless night. I'm doing this intentionally while my judgment is impaired because I don't have the emotions available on hand to feel like a hypocrite asking for help from a forum I indirectly criticized one hour ago.
I'll skip the worst of my medical history because most people don't even believe me. My life cartoonishly insane. The relevant parts are: In my teens I was an overachiever. Early 20s my cognition started going downhill. I found no real improvement until about 2 years ago using opioids and tianeptine and to an extent, 5a-DHP. However the opioids impair some parts of cognition, not unlike NMDA antagonism (tianeptine was reported to have NMDA antagonistic effects, though I question the nature of this due to a 2017 study placing its anti-depressive effect squarely on opioid activity).
Ultimately the only thing to restore my mental abilities from 10 years ago has been Phenibut. In fact it's been so positive in my life recently, it's given me a sense of empathy I can't even recall having before. I become literally a better person on it. I suspect that's driven by either 5-ht2a, vasopressin and/or oxytocin, but I have very little to back that up (one big hint is I get polyuria which likely influenced by low vasopressin), except the n=1 reports from MDMA users likening it to Phen. Don't conflate my ramblings on this forum with the usual reports others make about Phenibut making them ***holes due probably to norepinephrine increase; the worst of mine were from alcohol, which was usually a destructive force in my life, although it did very temporarily relieve symptoms of mine.
However Phenibut is unsustainable due to its insanely long half-life (I'm convinced the literature underestimates it somehow), and it is clearly increasing stress hormones and cortisol - in part due to interference with sleep likely coming from norepinephrine increase - and I've been noticing cardiac symptoms. It will not only shorten my life by 10 years, but possibly end up killing me.
So I need more sustainable nootropics. Before this goes into territory I've already covered: I've already tried every diet variation on the planet, and mega-doses of most vitamins (B1 B2 B3 B52 etc.). This is due to my health issues which are likely immune-driven and immune to dietary and lifestyle fixes. Unfortunately Ray Peat diet has limits. Most likely the only bearing it could possibly have on it is from gut modulation; I've already recently improved my gut in part thanks to adamantane.
So to give you an idea, here are some things I've tried that almost work, and some of these I still try to take:
* Fasoracetam
* Sarcosine (NMDA agonist - very similar to glycine - it's methylated glycine - but opposite effects on me from glycine, which clearly compromises my thinking)
* Alpha-GPC - to a limited extent
In theory pregnenolone or DHEA could work because they have NMDA agonistic effects [Pregnenolone] [DHEA] but it's not very noticeable. Maybe the dosage or sulfated forms end up interfering.
Something that's quite clear: NMDA antagonists reliably inhibit some parts of my cognition. And most likely I already acquired a predisposition toward NMDA hypo-activation from immune issues or even from birth to a limited extent (e.g., Kynurenic acid is known to do this; it's an issue in schizophrenia though I'm not schizophrenic [yet]; it may also be an issue in OCD, which I may have developed or always had a little, albeit undiagnosed and a little at odds with my pre-20s mental abilities).
Avoiding nitric oxide is definitely stimulating to my brain. I think that increasing glutamate while inhibiting nitric oxide is one strategy, but am afraid could be damaging.
There are still a ton of things I haven't tried. I'm not even sure this is the right crowd but I won't get much from Longecity. I tried all the racetams except coluracetam, coming in the mail. I still haven't tried NSI-189. Well that's about it. I'm surprised I managed to write this much. That's Phenibut!
I'll skip the worst of my medical history because most people don't even believe me. My life cartoonishly insane. The relevant parts are: In my teens I was an overachiever. Early 20s my cognition started going downhill. I found no real improvement until about 2 years ago using opioids and tianeptine and to an extent, 5a-DHP. However the opioids impair some parts of cognition, not unlike NMDA antagonism (tianeptine was reported to have NMDA antagonistic effects, though I question the nature of this due to a 2017 study placing its anti-depressive effect squarely on opioid activity).
Ultimately the only thing to restore my mental abilities from 10 years ago has been Phenibut. In fact it's been so positive in my life recently, it's given me a sense of empathy I can't even recall having before. I become literally a better person on it. I suspect that's driven by either 5-ht2a, vasopressin and/or oxytocin, but I have very little to back that up (one big hint is I get polyuria which likely influenced by low vasopressin), except the n=1 reports from MDMA users likening it to Phen. Don't conflate my ramblings on this forum with the usual reports others make about Phenibut making them ***holes due probably to norepinephrine increase; the worst of mine were from alcohol, which was usually a destructive force in my life, although it did very temporarily relieve symptoms of mine.
However Phenibut is unsustainable due to its insanely long half-life (I'm convinced the literature underestimates it somehow), and it is clearly increasing stress hormones and cortisol - in part due to interference with sleep likely coming from norepinephrine increase - and I've been noticing cardiac symptoms. It will not only shorten my life by 10 years, but possibly end up killing me.
So I need more sustainable nootropics. Before this goes into territory I've already covered: I've already tried every diet variation on the planet, and mega-doses of most vitamins (B1 B2 B3 B52 etc.). This is due to my health issues which are likely immune-driven and immune to dietary and lifestyle fixes. Unfortunately Ray Peat diet has limits. Most likely the only bearing it could possibly have on it is from gut modulation; I've already recently improved my gut in part thanks to adamantane.
So to give you an idea, here are some things I've tried that almost work, and some of these I still try to take:
* Fasoracetam
* Sarcosine (NMDA agonist - very similar to glycine - it's methylated glycine - but opposite effects on me from glycine, which clearly compromises my thinking)
* Alpha-GPC - to a limited extent
In theory pregnenolone or DHEA could work because they have NMDA agonistic effects [Pregnenolone] [DHEA] but it's not very noticeable. Maybe the dosage or sulfated forms end up interfering.
Something that's quite clear: NMDA antagonists reliably inhibit some parts of my cognition. And most likely I already acquired a predisposition toward NMDA hypo-activation from immune issues or even from birth to a limited extent (e.g., Kynurenic acid is known to do this; it's an issue in schizophrenia though I'm not schizophrenic [yet]; it may also be an issue in OCD, which I may have developed or always had a little, albeit undiagnosed and a little at odds with my pre-20s mental abilities).
Avoiding nitric oxide is definitely stimulating to my brain. I think that increasing glutamate while inhibiting nitric oxide is one strategy, but am afraid could be damaging.
There are still a ton of things I haven't tried. I'm not even sure this is the right crowd but I won't get much from Longecity. I tried all the racetams except coluracetam, coming in the mail. I still haven't tried NSI-189. Well that's about it. I'm surprised I managed to write this much. That's Phenibut!
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