Hi all!
This is my first time posting here, and I am also new to Peat's stuff, but it seems like many of you have/do suffer from similar issues - so I thought I would give it a try.
Basically, I have a long history of an eating disorder. I went from anorexia to binge eating disorder, and cycled between restriction/starvation and overeating for many years. Fortunately, I found someone who helped me get over the mental part of it, so that I could develop a normal relationship with food, and my body and mind began to heal.
-constipation cured
-less PMS
-better skin
-fuller hair
-more stable mood
The changes have been gradual, but I am grateful for them. They really opened my eyes to how healing eating ENOUGH food is and how absolutely terrible and damaging underrating/dieting can be.
At this point, I feel pretty healthy. However, I still suffer some issues that I am hoping to get some light on. My main issue is that I have daily nighttime awakenings. I wake up once or twice a night (used to be way more when I was doing lots of cardio), and need to eat something to get back to bed. I have learned to put up with this but my sleep is never really deep and restful because of these surges (adrenaline, I think). However, even with this, my energy is actually awesome during the day. My hunger is okay- I don't really feel very hungry but I push myself to have two big meals a day and a snack in between. I tend to get really hungry for dinner but don't really feel it up until then.
Now- this is the weird part. When I go on vacation (I did last week), my body COMPLETELY shifts 180. I went to New Orleans last week and from day one, I slept through the night. 7 out of 8 nights I had the deepest sleep I have had all year. And like 10 hours of it. However, I also had no energy during the day. All I wanted to do was nap. I could barely walk a few blocks, let alone stay out at night. I drank caffeine (which I normally don't), and it didn't affect my energy or sleep at all.
Some things that were different were that I ate 3 meals a day (an early breakfast), I ate more calories, more carbs than normal and sugar. However, this started from DAY 1.
It does signal to me that maybe I need to eat more in my normal life- but I feel like it is more than that. Also, I don't want to have to feel like a zombie all the time to sleep. The day I got home, I didn't sleep well that night. It is like my body has these two modes. Either I am energetic but not sleeping well, or feeling dead and sleeping fanstastic. Truthfully, I prefer the night awakenings with my normal daytime energy--but I don't know if going on this way is healthy. I would love great sleep and great daytime energy. I think it is possible.
Thank you in advance for your advice!!
This is my first time posting here, and I am also new to Peat's stuff, but it seems like many of you have/do suffer from similar issues - so I thought I would give it a try.
Basically, I have a long history of an eating disorder. I went from anorexia to binge eating disorder, and cycled between restriction/starvation and overeating for many years. Fortunately, I found someone who helped me get over the mental part of it, so that I could develop a normal relationship with food, and my body and mind began to heal.
-constipation cured
-less PMS
-better skin
-fuller hair
-more stable mood
The changes have been gradual, but I am grateful for them. They really opened my eyes to how healing eating ENOUGH food is and how absolutely terrible and damaging underrating/dieting can be.
At this point, I feel pretty healthy. However, I still suffer some issues that I am hoping to get some light on. My main issue is that I have daily nighttime awakenings. I wake up once or twice a night (used to be way more when I was doing lots of cardio), and need to eat something to get back to bed. I have learned to put up with this but my sleep is never really deep and restful because of these surges (adrenaline, I think). However, even with this, my energy is actually awesome during the day. My hunger is okay- I don't really feel very hungry but I push myself to have two big meals a day and a snack in between. I tend to get really hungry for dinner but don't really feel it up until then.
Now- this is the weird part. When I go on vacation (I did last week), my body COMPLETELY shifts 180. I went to New Orleans last week and from day one, I slept through the night. 7 out of 8 nights I had the deepest sleep I have had all year. And like 10 hours of it. However, I also had no energy during the day. All I wanted to do was nap. I could barely walk a few blocks, let alone stay out at night. I drank caffeine (which I normally don't), and it didn't affect my energy or sleep at all.
Some things that were different were that I ate 3 meals a day (an early breakfast), I ate more calories, more carbs than normal and sugar. However, this started from DAY 1.
It does signal to me that maybe I need to eat more in my normal life- but I feel like it is more than that. Also, I don't want to have to feel like a zombie all the time to sleep. The day I got home, I didn't sleep well that night. It is like my body has these two modes. Either I am energetic but not sleeping well, or feeling dead and sleeping fanstastic. Truthfully, I prefer the night awakenings with my normal daytime energy--but I don't know if going on this way is healthy. I would love great sleep and great daytime energy. I think it is possible.
Thank you in advance for your advice!!