What does this sound like? Serotonin dominance? Estrogen dominance? Low progesterone? High stress hormones? Hypothyroidism? Brain deformities? Low brain energy? Low brain blood flow?
I threw away almost everything I have! It feels too complicated to talk to people. To have friends, even friends I like. To have family. To get a job. To have hobbies. To eat more than a couple kinds of foods. To have goals, belief systems. Everything strains me! Even living is becoming too complicated now. I came to a point that I just want to die. I don't want to even live off off what money is still available to me. I don't want to even buy anything.
So I found my answer to why I can't get morivated, I don't want anything besides to get rid of everything in my life.
Why is everything too complicated to me? Why is it so hard for me to think? What the hell is wrong with me? How do I get out of this, if I can?
If I went to a psychiatrist, what would he say or give me? This probably isn't even a recognized disorder, probably a form of cognitive disability.
I threw away almost everything I have! It feels too complicated to talk to people. To have friends, even friends I like. To have family. To get a job. To have hobbies. To eat more than a couple kinds of foods. To have goals, belief systems. Everything strains me! Even living is becoming too complicated now. I came to a point that I just want to die. I don't want to even live off off what money is still available to me. I don't want to even buy anything.
So I found my answer to why I can't get morivated, I don't want anything besides to get rid of everything in my life.
Why is everything too complicated to me? Why is it so hard for me to think? What the hell is wrong with me? How do I get out of this, if I can?
If I went to a psychiatrist, what would he say or give me? This probably isn't even a recognized disorder, probably a form of cognitive disability.