KellyP
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- May 20, 2016
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I do feel like Dorothy. This entire health journey has been long and confusing.
I began posting over at the Peatist Losers thread, but have realized that I'm not just trying to lose weight (although that must happen) and I need to stop hijacking their thread over there.
Here's the repost of my basic background:
Discovered Weston A Price at 20 and hit it hard. By 23 I was married and pregnant with my second child and did low carb/no sugar. I felt like Super Woman! Then, after the birth, I didn't.
I had rage, panic attacks, depression, overwhelming cravings and hunger, confusion, listless, disoriented. I was previously purposeful and organized, but this was the beginning of feeling utterly lost all the time and that hasn't stopped (8 years and going).
Did different hormone tests with all sorts of practitioners but nothing made sense. Some I tried, some I didn't. At the end of 2009 I suddenly put on 25 pounds in 2 months. Discovered Matt Stone, had a third baby in 2011, crashed and did RBTI for a while. Helpful for a short while, but I wasn't healed.
Fast forward 4 years of basically eating whatever (lots of eating out, lots of fried foods, lots of homecooked food as well. TONS OF PUFA). The last year I've been very low energy with lots of crashes in the afternoons and evening, getting worse at a faster and faster rate.
One month ago I did a couple hours of yard work (more exertion than I had done in a long time) and I CRASHED. I think it might be called Post Exertional Malaise. I felt sick. For 3 weeks! I could barely get out of the house. I still feel hot in the face all the time, and like my limbs are so heavy I can't pick them up. But it's slowly started letting up.
I finally went to urgent care to see if I had mono or something and...Diabetes. That's the word she used. My sugar was at 155 and I had so many of the symptoms. She told me to see my doc ASAP but of course I didn't. I was terrified of the low carb/no sugar prescription I would get, which I believe played a role in getting me here.
The last month I've been researching diabetes/insulin resistance/hypothyroid/adrenal fatigue/HPA axis dysregulation etc. I knew of Ray Peat through Matt Stone and have read some articles over the years. I feel like Chicken Little, saying that my high blood sugar isn't caused by sugar or carbs. It's also scary, because I feel on my own, and the risk is my HEALTH, which I have very little left to gamble with.
My stats as of 5/22:
Weight: 188.6
FBG: 166
BBT: 97.9
Pulse: 86
My stats today (6/13):
Weight: 182.4
FBG: 138
BBT: 98.3
Pulse: 80
I desperately dove into @thebigpeatowski's protocol because she sounds like a Unicorn: she healed her high blood sugar and has maintained it for two years (notwithstanding that short period of time her glucometer wasn't calibrated!). I haven't been able to find that anywhere else on the interwebs.
I'm excited by the weight loss (PUFA depletion!!), and am glad that these last 3 weeks my pulse and temp haven't tanked - but they haven't risen either, which they need to.
But the two main issues I'm having the most trouble with right now are:
1) Flushing. It's so uncomfortable and it seems to be an important signal I don't understand. I felt this way occasionally, but since late April, when I crashed big time, my face feels hot most of the time. You can see it a bit on my face too (but not too noticeable). It's most prominent in the mornings, when I get a surge (of adrenaline?), and my face gets so hot I have to put a cold rag to my face, and I feel my hands and feet tingle and swell up, then my whole body tingles and I begin to sweat. This is usually 5-6am.
I've been waking myself up several times a night to drink salted OJ, and having a bedtime snack. And that has helped a bunch. (My fasting blood sugar also correlates much more with how strong my hot flashes are in the morning than what I'm eating.)
I'm reading, but it seems the hot flashes/flushing during the day could be adrenaline, or cortisol, or serotonin.
2) MAH SPLEEN!! It's hurting like crazy tonight. The last couple of weeks, I noticed the area right under and below my left rib cage felt bloated or full. It's been like this off and on for years, and I treat it like a hiatal hernia, assuming that's the extent of it. But several days ago it felt achy or sore. And today it's been HURTING. And radiates around to my lower back on the left side. I'm assuming this is related to my most-likely-horrifically-fatty-sluggish-liver and possibly toxicity from dumping PUFAS? But I don't understand it and haven't found much from Peat or on the forums here.
It could be related to my cycle as well, as for years now I've noticed (well, I'll be honest - my husband noticed) that my irritability, aggression, helplessness, despair, bloating, weight gain, overwhelming hunger, anxiety, brain fog, digestive issues, blood pressure, and all sorts of other things are a lot worse starting around day 13 of my cycle, then a bit better for a week, then gets progressively worse until my sadistically long cycle (usually 38+ days) mercifully ends. I'm on day 31 right now and wonder if there's a connection. I can certainly see one with how often I'm flushing and stressed.
I'm so glad to have found this forum!!!! Thank you all for sharing your stories. They are a life raft for me right now.
I began posting over at the Peatist Losers thread, but have realized that I'm not just trying to lose weight (although that must happen) and I need to stop hijacking their thread over there.
Here's the repost of my basic background:
Discovered Weston A Price at 20 and hit it hard. By 23 I was married and pregnant with my second child and did low carb/no sugar. I felt like Super Woman! Then, after the birth, I didn't.
I had rage, panic attacks, depression, overwhelming cravings and hunger, confusion, listless, disoriented. I was previously purposeful and organized, but this was the beginning of feeling utterly lost all the time and that hasn't stopped (8 years and going).
Did different hormone tests with all sorts of practitioners but nothing made sense. Some I tried, some I didn't. At the end of 2009 I suddenly put on 25 pounds in 2 months. Discovered Matt Stone, had a third baby in 2011, crashed and did RBTI for a while. Helpful for a short while, but I wasn't healed.
Fast forward 4 years of basically eating whatever (lots of eating out, lots of fried foods, lots of homecooked food as well. TONS OF PUFA). The last year I've been very low energy with lots of crashes in the afternoons and evening, getting worse at a faster and faster rate.
One month ago I did a couple hours of yard work (more exertion than I had done in a long time) and I CRASHED. I think it might be called Post Exertional Malaise. I felt sick. For 3 weeks! I could barely get out of the house. I still feel hot in the face all the time, and like my limbs are so heavy I can't pick them up. But it's slowly started letting up.
I finally went to urgent care to see if I had mono or something and...Diabetes. That's the word she used. My sugar was at 155 and I had so many of the symptoms. She told me to see my doc ASAP but of course I didn't. I was terrified of the low carb/no sugar prescription I would get, which I believe played a role in getting me here.
The last month I've been researching diabetes/insulin resistance/hypothyroid/adrenal fatigue/HPA axis dysregulation etc. I knew of Ray Peat through Matt Stone and have read some articles over the years. I feel like Chicken Little, saying that my high blood sugar isn't caused by sugar or carbs. It's also scary, because I feel on my own, and the risk is my HEALTH, which I have very little left to gamble with.
My stats as of 5/22:
Weight: 188.6
FBG: 166
BBT: 97.9
Pulse: 86
My stats today (6/13):
Weight: 182.4
FBG: 138
BBT: 98.3
Pulse: 80
I desperately dove into @thebigpeatowski's protocol because she sounds like a Unicorn: she healed her high blood sugar and has maintained it for two years (notwithstanding that short period of time her glucometer wasn't calibrated!). I haven't been able to find that anywhere else on the interwebs.
I'm excited by the weight loss (PUFA depletion!!), and am glad that these last 3 weeks my pulse and temp haven't tanked - but they haven't risen either, which they need to.
But the two main issues I'm having the most trouble with right now are:
1) Flushing. It's so uncomfortable and it seems to be an important signal I don't understand. I felt this way occasionally, but since late April, when I crashed big time, my face feels hot most of the time. You can see it a bit on my face too (but not too noticeable). It's most prominent in the mornings, when I get a surge (of adrenaline?), and my face gets so hot I have to put a cold rag to my face, and I feel my hands and feet tingle and swell up, then my whole body tingles and I begin to sweat. This is usually 5-6am.
I've been waking myself up several times a night to drink salted OJ, and having a bedtime snack. And that has helped a bunch. (My fasting blood sugar also correlates much more with how strong my hot flashes are in the morning than what I'm eating.)
I'm reading, but it seems the hot flashes/flushing during the day could be adrenaline, or cortisol, or serotonin.
2) MAH SPLEEN!! It's hurting like crazy tonight. The last couple of weeks, I noticed the area right under and below my left rib cage felt bloated or full. It's been like this off and on for years, and I treat it like a hiatal hernia, assuming that's the extent of it. But several days ago it felt achy or sore. And today it's been HURTING. And radiates around to my lower back on the left side. I'm assuming this is related to my most-likely-horrifically-fatty-sluggish-liver and possibly toxicity from dumping PUFAS? But I don't understand it and haven't found much from Peat or on the forums here.
It could be related to my cycle as well, as for years now I've noticed (well, I'll be honest - my husband noticed) that my irritability, aggression, helplessness, despair, bloating, weight gain, overwhelming hunger, anxiety, brain fog, digestive issues, blood pressure, and all sorts of other things are a lot worse starting around day 13 of my cycle, then a bit better for a week, then gets progressively worse until my sadistically long cycle (usually 38+ days) mercifully ends. I'm on day 31 right now and wonder if there's a connection. I can certainly see one with how often I'm flushing and stressed.
I'm so glad to have found this forum!!!! Thank you all for sharing your stories. They are a life raft for me right now.