Do you feel as if, sometimes, plenty of times, you are on auto pilot and live your life without actually being aware of it, perhaps, not in control, slowly drifting away towards a destiny that might, in the end, not even make sense? I thought I was, in some sort, psychotic, however, now I believe it could be the thyroid.TSH: 1.5
Free T3: 4.0
T3 uptake 31%
T4 total 8.9
T4 index 2.8
Waking body temperature 96.0. I understand the tsh can’t be used alone, but how could my t3 be pretty decent and I’m so hypothyroid? 97.5 would be one thing, but 96.0? Yikes.
Been this way for a few years. Cholesterol is always high. MCV and MCH also low. Some sort of malabsorption/malnutrition issue I suppose despite eating about 5k calories of high quality stuff from farm. And losing weight. Makes sense as my gut is toast.
Might try some thyroid, because with each single day that passes being in this state I fear severe negative outcomes if something doesnt change.
Things just aren’t firing. Lights on nobodies home type of feeling 24/7. Feel beyond flat and basically numb of emotion. Very gray
Could that be the same you feel? Autopilot, brainfog, unaware oneself, looking at things but not seeing them.
Same going for what happens on the mind, there seems to be a certain lack of general integrity, meaning, plenty of intrusive thoughts which come, generaly, as sensations but nearly never have actual thoughts.