Bluemachine
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since i became ill i have these occasional episodes where i dream that i am trying to wake up but my body's barely responding. this seems to repeat multiple times until i finaly actualy wake up (into real life, not dreaming) and my body almost feels as unresponsive. all my muscles ache and feel tight, i have small involuntary movements. within the first couple of weeks of getting ill i had the worst episode of this.. really bad nightmare where i felt almost paralysed, finaly woke but still felt very numb and sluggish, the involuntary movements were more like brief convultions and then i ran to the toilet and after a bout of diarrhea there was immense relief.