deliciousfruit
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I believe that my serotonin levels are way too high, the best way I can describe my current health situation is that I feel as though my body is stuck in hibernation mode, and all the non-essential parts of my brain have shut down. It's actually incredibly difficult to even identify and describe my symptoms because I feel so dissociated. I've always had these symptoms to a moderate degree but it really escalated 10x a year and a bit ago. I can't really feel much emotion, when someone asks me "how are you?" I never can answer truly, and feel like I have to make something up. I have always relished in my own defeat, which I think is a learned helplessness thing. My thinking is negative and over-analytical, and I have very high anticipation anxiety and social anxiety (have trouble looking people in the eye), although when it comes to anxiety, the best way I can describe how I feel about it is that I feel as though it's a completely 'physical' aspect, as in I know that I shouldn't be anxious about a certain thing or this person isn't going to hurt me but my brain/body just betrays me and does it's thing while I sit in the back and watch. One of my most terrifying symptoms is the derealization/depersonalisation, which seems to be inducible via certain serotonin "receptors", in the past the only thing that's helped the dr/dp (slightly, enough to be noticeable) is smoking tobacco. My penis is numb and I have ejaculatory anhedonia and there is not an ounce of muscle on my body. I have this consistent feeling like I wish I was suicidal but am unable to be, which I guess is because serotonin is meant to essentially numb you down so much so you don't worry about stress. I take 1mg cyproheptadine twice daily, although I only feel a slightly increased sense of well-being on it, I have persistent diarrhea and other digestive symptoms if I don't take it
I have incorporated a diet with milk, cheese, fruit juice, gelatin, oysters, liver, eggs, and raw carrot - supplements I take regularly now are niacinamide, progesterone, p5p, b1, vitamins adek, taurine, pau d'arco, and cascara. I have experimented with not taking these and taking others, and this current seems to make me feel best, although I can't really tell, it's extremely subtle (I ensure no silica, gums, and empty the capsules so I don't have to eat them). I get sunlight and red bulb light everyday, and actively try not to stick to a routine, and as hard as it is for me I try to socialize and explore.
I started thyroid supplementation (idealabs tyromix) a few weeks ago, and I can't say it makes me feel any better. I kept a chart of my temperature and pulse, and it seems that I have to keep my dosage at 1 drop a day (3mcg t3 6mcg t4) otherwise my afternoon temperature goes over 98.6. My heart rate was 85 before thyroid supplementation, now it's consistently 95. I suspect my pulse and temperature is being held up by serotonin, seeing as hyperthermia is a symptom of serotonin syndrome. I can actually induce mild symptoms of serotonin syndrome by eating a lot of starch.
Reading Peat's articles on serotonin and seeing him mention LSD, I tried a dose of 20mcg but all it did was make me feel slightly high without any of the good parts of being high, and I feel like a higher dose would be even more unpleasant. I'm going to assume it wasn't real acid, as much as my friends who have used the same tabs seem to think it is. I've also tried 600mg of l-theanine often, with no effect.
So yeah, I feel like I've got the right diet, lifestyle, am taking supplements that at least don't make me feel better when I'm not taking them, and I'm taking thyroid with my temperature stable at what it should be, but I don't feel better at all - and I assume my serotonin is still sky high, so I'm sort of lost for ideas of what to do at this point
@haidut if you think any of your products would help my rat who has identical symptoms to me, I'd buy him your entire shop at this point.
I have incorporated a diet with milk, cheese, fruit juice, gelatin, oysters, liver, eggs, and raw carrot - supplements I take regularly now are niacinamide, progesterone, p5p, b1, vitamins adek, taurine, pau d'arco, and cascara. I have experimented with not taking these and taking others, and this current seems to make me feel best, although I can't really tell, it's extremely subtle (I ensure no silica, gums, and empty the capsules so I don't have to eat them). I get sunlight and red bulb light everyday, and actively try not to stick to a routine, and as hard as it is for me I try to socialize and explore.
I started thyroid supplementation (idealabs tyromix) a few weeks ago, and I can't say it makes me feel any better. I kept a chart of my temperature and pulse, and it seems that I have to keep my dosage at 1 drop a day (3mcg t3 6mcg t4) otherwise my afternoon temperature goes over 98.6. My heart rate was 85 before thyroid supplementation, now it's consistently 95. I suspect my pulse and temperature is being held up by serotonin, seeing as hyperthermia is a symptom of serotonin syndrome. I can actually induce mild symptoms of serotonin syndrome by eating a lot of starch.
Reading Peat's articles on serotonin and seeing him mention LSD, I tried a dose of 20mcg but all it did was make me feel slightly high without any of the good parts of being high, and I feel like a higher dose would be even more unpleasant. I'm going to assume it wasn't real acid, as much as my friends who have used the same tabs seem to think it is. I've also tried 600mg of l-theanine often, with no effect.
So yeah, I feel like I've got the right diet, lifestyle, am taking supplements that at least don't make me feel better when I'm not taking them, and I'm taking thyroid with my temperature stable at what it should be, but I don't feel better at all - and I assume my serotonin is still sky high, so I'm sort of lost for ideas of what to do at this point
@haidut if you think any of your products would help my rat who has identical symptoms to me, I'd buy him your entire shop at this point.
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