Greetings. I decided to stop by here in hopes of maybe getting some advice. So far doctors have not really been that helpful and I am getting quite desperate with my current ongoing situation.
So I have been suffering from major depression for years now which already affects my motivation etc. severely. But to add this situation on top of it has been just pure hell. Pretty much I believe my current symptoms started after I used aromatase inhibitor arimidex for about 3 months over 2 years ago with the dose of 0.5-1mg about every other day to try and boost my then lowish testosterone. I have labwork that shows that my estradiol was lowish in the 10 pg/ml area (non-sensitive test though, they recommend the more sensitive assay for males) pre-AI use (makes sense, I am quite lean and dont have much excess fat) when I did not have any of these symptoms. I did not get much benefits from it and I remember even having some flu like symptoms towards the end of my trial (crashed estrogen?) so I quit. It was either right at the end of the trial or after I quit taking it (I stopped cold turkey without tapering it) that all these symptoms began. And they persist to this day with no signs of getting better. These include itchy scalp along with hair loss (I had perfect hair before this), itching around the breast area which is sometimes even painful (doctors say I don't have gynecomastia but I can feel some tissue there), SEVERE sweating/hot flashes throughout the day, debilitating fatigue even if I sleep for 12 hours straight that does not go away (it feels pretty scary to be quite honest), permanent dark circles under my eyes, total loss of libido and sexual interest, erectile dysfunction and so on. All the doctors I meet say it makes no sense these symptoms would be lasting this long after arimidex use.
All my labwork has been in proper ranges (and I know being in range does not mean neccessarily normal but for example my thyroid labs have been good) including estrogen and testosterone (which was actually quite good at 660 ng/dl on my recent labs). Prolactin is mid range. Cortisol is mid to upper mid range. I can provide labwork more if you want. I don't know how reliable DHT from blood is but I've measured my DHT twice and both times it has been at the bottom of reference range (DHT is antagonistic to estrogen, clue?) but docs don't think much of it as my testosterone is normal and estrogen is in range.
Recently I've also developed exercise intolerance and chest pain issues, even had a stress test done but it came back negative. Especially the hot flashes are killing me and seriously affecting quality of my life. I really don't know what is the root cause of all this as labwork has not thus far given me much of a clue. I even checked for blood markers to adrenaline secreting tumor and they came back negative.
Sorry about the rambling but feel free to ask anything you'd like or offer some advice. Last time I tried AI was little over year ago to see if they would help but it did not help. I've also tried HCG for awhile to see if that would help and it didn't, it even perhaps made my hot flashes worse. My only theories are that maybe my body became too sensitive to estrogen or my estrogen levels although normal is too high for me naturally. Maybe some kind of androgen insensitivity, I have no idea. Just want to get rid of these horrible symptoms.
So I have been suffering from major depression for years now which already affects my motivation etc. severely. But to add this situation on top of it has been just pure hell. Pretty much I believe my current symptoms started after I used aromatase inhibitor arimidex for about 3 months over 2 years ago with the dose of 0.5-1mg about every other day to try and boost my then lowish testosterone. I have labwork that shows that my estradiol was lowish in the 10 pg/ml area (non-sensitive test though, they recommend the more sensitive assay for males) pre-AI use (makes sense, I am quite lean and dont have much excess fat) when I did not have any of these symptoms. I did not get much benefits from it and I remember even having some flu like symptoms towards the end of my trial (crashed estrogen?) so I quit. It was either right at the end of the trial or after I quit taking it (I stopped cold turkey without tapering it) that all these symptoms began. And they persist to this day with no signs of getting better. These include itchy scalp along with hair loss (I had perfect hair before this), itching around the breast area which is sometimes even painful (doctors say I don't have gynecomastia but I can feel some tissue there), SEVERE sweating/hot flashes throughout the day, debilitating fatigue even if I sleep for 12 hours straight that does not go away (it feels pretty scary to be quite honest), permanent dark circles under my eyes, total loss of libido and sexual interest, erectile dysfunction and so on. All the doctors I meet say it makes no sense these symptoms would be lasting this long after arimidex use.
All my labwork has been in proper ranges (and I know being in range does not mean neccessarily normal but for example my thyroid labs have been good) including estrogen and testosterone (which was actually quite good at 660 ng/dl on my recent labs). Prolactin is mid range. Cortisol is mid to upper mid range. I can provide labwork more if you want. I don't know how reliable DHT from blood is but I've measured my DHT twice and both times it has been at the bottom of reference range (DHT is antagonistic to estrogen, clue?) but docs don't think much of it as my testosterone is normal and estrogen is in range.
Recently I've also developed exercise intolerance and chest pain issues, even had a stress test done but it came back negative. Especially the hot flashes are killing me and seriously affecting quality of my life. I really don't know what is the root cause of all this as labwork has not thus far given me much of a clue. I even checked for blood markers to adrenaline secreting tumor and they came back negative.
Sorry about the rambling but feel free to ask anything you'd like or offer some advice. Last time I tried AI was little over year ago to see if they would help but it did not help. I've also tried HCG for awhile to see if that would help and it didn't, it even perhaps made my hot flashes worse. My only theories are that maybe my body became too sensitive to estrogen or my estrogen levels although normal is too high for me naturally. Maybe some kind of androgen insensitivity, I have no idea. Just want to get rid of these horrible symptoms.