noodlecat
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i am still experimenting with how to achieve wellness. on times I achieve it, none of the things which bothered me previously bother me anymore. i dont think negative fatalistically about life situations or troubling memories. i let myself be humiliated by a bully type kid in school many years ago and on days my metabolism isn’t well I think anout revenge. on days I feel healthy the memory doesnt bother me, it is almost funny in hindsight and i appreciate the good things it did for me (refusing to give in to someone’s mean demands if I don’t want to). on bad metabolic days I think about how i should stop associating with annoying family members. on days of good metabolic health i think about what gifts i could get for them which they’d like. on bad metabolic days I get sad about the girl I like moving far away and even think about what negative things they’ll experience in their new place. on good days i wish them the best and even am open to the possibility of re connecting sometime. on bad days posture and pain and tension issues seem insurmountable and i dont even want to get up to stretch. on good days moving around feels joyful and tension just naturally dissapates.
is the difference between a really good life and a miserable one really just basically getting the thyroid dosage etc right? i mean there are other aspects but a good metabolism feels like the basic part of having everything else be ok. the weird insecurity and worthlessness i felt my entire teens and young adult life that led me to using drugs and self harming— it was as simple as supporting metabolism to largely fix? no irl doctor, no irl community leader, no irl elder, told me this. is profound wellness and the health to overcome challeneges literally just coming down to feeling well? it is obvious and so profound and simple.
is the difference between a really good life and a miserable one really just basically getting the thyroid dosage etc right? i mean there are other aspects but a good metabolism feels like the basic part of having everything else be ok. the weird insecurity and worthlessness i felt my entire teens and young adult life that led me to using drugs and self harming— it was as simple as supporting metabolism to largely fix? no irl doctor, no irl community leader, no irl elder, told me this. is profound wellness and the health to overcome challeneges literally just coming down to feeling well? it is obvious and so profound and simple.
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