stoic
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Hello everyone, I've been lurking here for a while and already found so many great insights, I want to thank all the contributors for sharing their precious knowledge on here.
I'm dealing with a number of chronic health issues that (I think) are mostly due to a difficult childhood and adolescence, a one year course of Accutane, three years of Finasteride use (stopped six months ago), and a general state of chronic stress, anxiety and depression partly caused by these meds.
Since adolescence, I've had a number of cosmetic issues that made me extremely self-conscious and asocial (hence the use of Accutane and later Finasteride): gynecomastia, hirsutism, feminine body shape, acne, ecc.
I can see now that these issues are linked to some internal hormonal imbalance, which also might also explain many of my other symptoms (constant tiredness, low mood, lack of motivation, difficulty concentrating, asocial tendencies ecc.).
While Accutane did cure my acne, it made me chronically depressed, apathetic, and asexual. It also caused a lot of other physical issues, such as diffuse hair loss and an inability to gain muscle mass despite good eating and training habits.
After many of years of seeing doctors, following general health advice and only seeing some mild improvements, I decided to start taking Finasteride (my thinking was something like "I've got no libido already, at least I'll keep the hair"). During this time, my health slowly deteriorated to the point that I was living in a constant state of anxiety and a brain fog so intense I wasn't able to study anymore.
Due to the circumstances, last year I moved back to parents and spent the last year living trying to finish my studies while improving my health through personal research. I also stopped taking Finasteride as I realised it was the most probable cause of my brain fog.
While I've experienced some short-lived benefits taking a few supplements – though some made me a lot worse (ashwaghandha for instance made me lethargic) – the first major improvement came after a few low doses of Cabergoline. For the first time in 7 years, I had a raging libido and could often feel movement in my pants just by looking at a girl. My brain fog was also getting better.
Since I was trying to reduce my gynecomastia and cabergoline didn't do much for that (I had already tried two months tamoxifen to no avail), I then added a very low dose of Aromasin (6mg E2D) as my estrogen was also out of range. The Aromasin worked wonders (went from very high levels to low-medium in a month), however my libido is currently back to zero.
I've heard from other people that low estrogen might cause libido issues, however my levels are now pretty normal (76 pmol/l, before they were 164 pmol/l) and I want to keep it in a low range to avoid a possible worsening of my gynecomastia.
At the moment I am also taking the following supplements, mostly from Thorne Research as they are supposed to be high quality:
- Zinc
- Magnesium
- Calcium
- Biotin
- Vitamin C
- Vitamin D 2000 UI
- Probiotic 50 billions
- NAC
Can anyone recommend a particular supplement to help me get at least a decent libido? Is there some consensus on here for getting libido back with PFS and PAS? I'm also ready to try some herbs, though I've tried Yohimbine and had a terrible experience with it (helped a little bit with the libido, made everything else a thousand times worse).
The reason I'm focusing on the libido is that I see it as the best antidepressant. Seriously, after all those years of suffering, I'm not asking for anything other than feeling like a man again...
I'd be very grateful for any type of advice!
I'm dealing with a number of chronic health issues that (I think) are mostly due to a difficult childhood and adolescence, a one year course of Accutane, three years of Finasteride use (stopped six months ago), and a general state of chronic stress, anxiety and depression partly caused by these meds.
Since adolescence, I've had a number of cosmetic issues that made me extremely self-conscious and asocial (hence the use of Accutane and later Finasteride): gynecomastia, hirsutism, feminine body shape, acne, ecc.
I can see now that these issues are linked to some internal hormonal imbalance, which also might also explain many of my other symptoms (constant tiredness, low mood, lack of motivation, difficulty concentrating, asocial tendencies ecc.).
While Accutane did cure my acne, it made me chronically depressed, apathetic, and asexual. It also caused a lot of other physical issues, such as diffuse hair loss and an inability to gain muscle mass despite good eating and training habits.
After many of years of seeing doctors, following general health advice and only seeing some mild improvements, I decided to start taking Finasteride (my thinking was something like "I've got no libido already, at least I'll keep the hair"). During this time, my health slowly deteriorated to the point that I was living in a constant state of anxiety and a brain fog so intense I wasn't able to study anymore.
Due to the circumstances, last year I moved back to parents and spent the last year living trying to finish my studies while improving my health through personal research. I also stopped taking Finasteride as I realised it was the most probable cause of my brain fog.
While I've experienced some short-lived benefits taking a few supplements – though some made me a lot worse (ashwaghandha for instance made me lethargic) – the first major improvement came after a few low doses of Cabergoline. For the first time in 7 years, I had a raging libido and could often feel movement in my pants just by looking at a girl. My brain fog was also getting better.
Since I was trying to reduce my gynecomastia and cabergoline didn't do much for that (I had already tried two months tamoxifen to no avail), I then added a very low dose of Aromasin (6mg E2D) as my estrogen was also out of range. The Aromasin worked wonders (went from very high levels to low-medium in a month), however my libido is currently back to zero.
I've heard from other people that low estrogen might cause libido issues, however my levels are now pretty normal (76 pmol/l, before they were 164 pmol/l) and I want to keep it in a low range to avoid a possible worsening of my gynecomastia.
At the moment I am also taking the following supplements, mostly from Thorne Research as they are supposed to be high quality:
- Zinc
- Magnesium
- Calcium
- Biotin
- Vitamin C
- Vitamin D 2000 UI
- Probiotic 50 billions
- NAC
Can anyone recommend a particular supplement to help me get at least a decent libido? Is there some consensus on here for getting libido back with PFS and PAS? I'm also ready to try some herbs, though I've tried Yohimbine and had a terrible experience with it (helped a little bit with the libido, made everything else a thousand times worse).
The reason I'm focusing on the libido is that I see it as the best antidepressant. Seriously, after all those years of suffering, I'm not asking for anything other than feeling like a man again...
I'd be very grateful for any type of advice!
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