Yeah, would be happy if libido and ED was cured. It would be a plus to have emotions come back in full. When on cycle I seem to get cognitive issues and poor sleep quality, even if just on testostrone, but DHT derivatives amplify the sides and don't make much difference, apart from faster facial/body hair growth. I always use a test baseDamn Tyr, you tried a lot already. So your biggest issue is still libido, ed right?
I've seen guys recovering after a couple of cycles. So don't give up after one cycle, try it again later. You're next cycle looks good (although I would only add HCG as part of the pct but I know opinions differ on this though.)
You also said you felt better from estrogen right? Then why not to do a test only cycle? Drop the DHT derivatives. A test only cycle will also raise your estrogen.
And did you feel anything from those DHT derivatives?
I've also read many times some guys don't feel anything from oral/injectable DHT derivatives, especially without a test base. You can also try DHT gel/andractim. Many PFS cases recovered with this. Here's an interesting one I already posted itt a couple of times: PFS - Down-regulating Androgen Receptors with DHT
And last, please check you have good sources for the products you use, make sure they're legit.
Oh, and @Cooper posted a link to the PFS whatsapp group somewhere itt.
It seems that estrogen alone is different to testostrone cycle- I was sleeping like a baby, felt so refreshed, dreams felt so real and emotions all came back.
Being in the UK and in the know, I have some great sources for anabolics and other things I get from united pharmacies delivered in a cool / ice box.
Looking forward to hopefully getting some results this time.