Grouptose
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I have never taken cypro in my life, but I imagine it would be very similar to how I feel right now. This is the most Anti-serotonin I have felt in my life, no social anxiety, I can feel things, I feel connected with things around, head feels clear, less anhedonia, more motivation, excitement and random hard ons in the morning. Starch (especially grains) were definitely made to keep people in a hyper serotonin state, I can confirm. Without starches, I developed this sense of Learned Hopefulness, which is exactly what it sounds like.
It hit me yesterday and it hit me even more today on day 4 with no starch, the thought of dying actually scares me now. This is a good improvement because I used to be very suicidal due to taking antidepressants, and even though I stopped being suicidal after the drug left my system, I still didn't care about dying that much. Now it sounds scary to me (which is normal because I used to be a big necrophobic, I always thought death was terrible and I never wanted to die before taking SSRIS)
What I ate today:
Fresh mince meatballs, half a papaya and 2 glasses of blood orange juice mixed with regular orange juice
Today I have this bliss feeling aswell, this also reminds me of how people feel after taking magic mushrooms, there's a video of some guy saying that when he went on a mushroom trip he went from being suicidal to being scared/sad about the thought of dying, probably due to the downregulation of serotonin. I'll link the video here 23:16 timestamp
View: https://youtu.be/7GtOxGJYCoI
It hit me yesterday and it hit me even more today on day 4 with no starch, the thought of dying actually scares me now. This is a good improvement because I used to be very suicidal due to taking antidepressants, and even though I stopped being suicidal after the drug left my system, I still didn't care about dying that much. Now it sounds scary to me (which is normal because I used to be a big necrophobic, I always thought death was terrible and I never wanted to die before taking SSRIS)
What I ate today:
Fresh mince meatballs, half a papaya and 2 glasses of blood orange juice mixed with regular orange juice
Today I have this bliss feeling aswell, this also reminds me of how people feel after taking magic mushrooms, there's a video of some guy saying that when he went on a mushroom trip he went from being suicidal to being scared/sad about the thought of dying, probably due to the downregulation of serotonin. I'll link the video here 23:16 timestamp
View: https://youtu.be/7GtOxGJYCoI