BearWithMe
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When I eat something I can't properly digest, I always become autistic in the next 48-72 hours.
I'm normally quite outgoing and enjoy human interactions. But when my digestion isn't optimal, I become shy, anxious, depressive, and my body language and movements change, in weird way.
I'm 100% aware of these things the whole time, I just can't control them by will in the moment.
But when I go to the bathroom and expel the triggering food, my autism goes away literally in a hour and I'm back to my outgoing, sociable, charismatic self.
It works every single time.
It is shocking to see how people treat me completelly different depending on what I have eaten.
When my digestion is good, people are super compliant to my requests, eager to hang out with me, super friendly, listening to my every word like I'm celebrity or something.
But when my gut is f**d up, the same people are either super avoidant to me, or super harsh and doing super evil things to me for fun.
I think it is 100% subconscious. They are completely unaware they are doing it. When I feel good, it is like they forget they hated me yesterday. It's bizzare experience.
I'm normally quite outgoing and enjoy human interactions. But when my digestion isn't optimal, I become shy, anxious, depressive, and my body language and movements change, in weird way.
I'm 100% aware of these things the whole time, I just can't control them by will in the moment.
But when I go to the bathroom and expel the triggering food, my autism goes away literally in a hour and I'm back to my outgoing, sociable, charismatic self.
It works every single time.
It is shocking to see how people treat me completelly different depending on what I have eaten.
When my digestion is good, people are super compliant to my requests, eager to hang out with me, super friendly, listening to my every word like I'm celebrity or something.
But when my gut is f**d up, the same people are either super avoidant to me, or super harsh and doing super evil things to me for fun.
I think it is 100% subconscious. They are completely unaware they are doing it. When I feel good, it is like they forget they hated me yesterday. It's bizzare experience.